You know how...

you sometimes mumble through the verses of a song and then belt out the chorus by heart? That's how I feel about my life lately. I feel like I'm mumbling through the verses but then something familiar and comfortable happens and I am belting out the chorus. Typically I have no problem making up my own words for the ones I forget or have never even known. Not now though, now I feel like everybody is singing the verses and I'm without lyrics....just waiting for the chorus.